The Identity Crisis After You Leave a Job

The Identity Crisis After You Leave a Job

(And What Happens When the Role You Played No Longer Fits)

Have you ever left a job and realised you didn’t just lose work?
You lost a way to explain yourself.

You lost the shorthand.
The introduction.
The quick, clean answer to “And what do you do?”

And in its place?
Silence.
Not the peaceful kind, the kind that makes you feel like a ghost in your own life.

You didn’t realise how much of you was built around being useful until the usefulness was no longer required.

It Was Never Just a Job

Even if you didn’t love it.
Even if you were burned out.
Even if leaving was your choice.

It still held a shape.
It still gave your days a name.

It still let you say
“I am a…”
and fill in the blank.

And now that the blank is blank and you’re left facing yourself.
And what hurts the most is that you don’t recognise the outline.

You keep checking the mirror.
Keep scanning your inbox.
Keep waking up at the old time because your body hasn’t caught up to the identity that’s no longer there.

No longer true to you.

I Thought I Was More Than My Work

And maybe I was.
But it turns out, even being more doesn’t protect you from the collapse that happens when the scaffolding gets pulled.

There was a comfort in the label.
Even when it hurt.
When it drained me.
When I dreamed of leaving.

Because at least it made sense.
At least it fit into sentences.
At least it gave people a way to place me.

Now there’s just
“I'm figuring it out.”
And no one really knows what to do with that.

his Is a Grief No One Prepares You For

You don’t get a goodbye party for a version of yourself.
You just get space.
And questions.
And a slow unraveling of who you thought you had to be in order to be respected.
Or wanted.
Or kept.

You grieve structure and expectation and even the parts you swore you hated.

Because they held you.
Maybe not gently.
But consistently.

You’re Not Lost. You’re Just Between Versions.

This doesn’t mean you’ve failed.
It means you’re in transition.

And in the middle of that?

There’s silence.
There’s identity that feels like static.
There’s a version of you that doesn’t know how to respond when someone says,
“So, what do you do?”

And the answer might be:
I’m resting.
I’m rebuilding.
I’m not sure yet.

That’s not nothing.
That’s becoming.

You Don’t Need a New Title Right Away

There’s pressure to pivot.
To have the next thing ready.
To name yourself quickly so no one has to sit in the uncertainty with you.

But maybe this space isn’t asking you to solve it.
Maybe it’s just asking you to stay with it.

To let the quiet be a pause, not a punishment.

You are still someone even when you're not being productive.
Even when you're not being witnessed.

And the version of you that comes next won’t be found by force.
They’ll arrive slowly.
In moments that feel small, but real.

The way you sit with your coffee.
The questions you start asking again.
The relief you feel when you realise you don’t miss who you had to be.

That’s identity too.
It just speaks more softly.

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Notes to Self

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